Poor diary. There, there.

[gemsybobsy]

I am ignoring and abusing you. Sorry, poor ickle diary. I've been really busy, trying to scrape in money to pay for a house I'm never in because I'm too busy running around Southampton like a blue-arsed fly. I've had two more bloody parking fines and had to apply for housing benefit because the council and the tax man are taking all my money. And, I am having a bit of a health scare really. I went for a CT scan for the migraines, and then my doctor sent me a letter saying,

'While it all looks generally absolutely fine there is one slight region where it looks like you might have a very small cyst. These are relatively common things to find and it has probably been there your whole life without causing you any problems. It is probably completely unrelated to the symptoms you have been having.'

So I had to go back for an MRI on Tuesday, which was lots of fun; got to have a dye injected in my arm but still didn't see a picture of my brain. Damnit! Just waiting again now, for the results. I'm not too bothered about it. Kind of blank about the whole thing. I think I might be eating my feelings, though. I haven't stopped stuffing my face since the first scan. Stupid fat is stupid back with a stupid vengeance, and I'm more annoyed about that than the wrong shiz apparently kicking off in my brain.

In more exciting news - the dancing show is in two weeks, and I'm in the opening tap number so I have GOT to shift this extra weight. Bum wobbles! We have been making loads of costumes and stuff. SO MUCH FUNS.

Comments

[smurf-pop.livejournal.com]

I know it's not really the same, but I had a lump on my head ever since I could remember, and my sister made me go to the doctor because she was worried about it, and it turned out to be a sebaceous cyst - utterly harmless. Your results will be fine, don't stress about it - only likely to make symptoms worse! Best wishes to you Gems, I hope you get this nasty business sorted ASAP :) x

[thebarkside.livejournal.com]

Thanks hun. :D I am glad it's all over! I got the results back and it's just an 'anomaly' they reckon, not causing any problems! Still getting migraines though, darnit...

[thebarkside.livejournal.com]

They are so MEEEAN. I want it back!

I didn't know you danced

[angryangeltoo.livejournal.com]

What kind of dancing do you do hon?

Re: I didn't know you danced

[thebarkside.livejournal.com]

Well, I used to do ballet, tap and modern! but I then quit for ten years, booo. I started helping out my friend with her school, teaching the little ones and stuff... so just for fun now really. I am pondering whether to get back into doing it properly though, haha!