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It seems to be a new tradition for me to bugger up my technology right before the holiday season. Last year I completely killed our old PC and blagged my bro's spare one, which has gone hideously obsolete in just a year (512 ramz) and chugs like a mother. We decided last night to put the bleeder upstairs in the library, and did so, intending to grab a wireless donglethingy from broface. It didn't work. Add to that the fact that Anna decided it would be a good idea to take the keyboard to bits and clean it out (and managed to pwn it to make it die) and you've got a plethora of fail. Well hello anyway; I am still here, typing this from the ol' phone. I have splurged on a new laptop, which is possibly a very silly thing to do at this time of year. I haven't finished my shopping for Christmas yet. Well, I only need to buy ingredients for baskets of nom-noms, possibly a couple of things for Mum if I can think of anything. I might also get Dad a copy of the Monty Python boxset; I was making him rofl earlier with impressions. Oh we used to have some laughs watching the films with Dad when we woz kids.

Oh, Christmas. I've considered myself a true aromantic of late, but lately I've found myself looking at families out shopping and going to fayres and loving the Christmassy atmosphere and wishing I could have some of that, just a little bit. Someone to walk around with, share some candyfloss and chats and hugs. A date or something, but not. Haha. One of the best nights I had was with this guy I met one night in the Dungeon; he drove all the way to Hythe to take me out for the night, and we ended up on a mini pub crawl. We just really had a lot to say to each other, it was super-relaxed and I think because I was younger then and didn't really realise what dating was about, I didn't feel any pressure. Sort of thing. Anyway we walked and talked, then went back to mine for an all-night tournament of Worms with Leeps. Quite awesome. I liked him a lot and think we could've been great friends. He cleared off soon after, back up north - he was a Mackem. He said he had a stalkerish ex or something and had to run back to sort things out. This was when I saw him months later and had forgotten what he looked like, and Dave had to tell me who the hell he was. Anyway that's nuffink to do with nuffink.

Romance. The domestic life. Doing silly but enjoyable things. Like going to garden centres with friends and buying plants for our garden. Walking the dogs and discussing five-year plans. The small pleasures. The memorable occasions where you're just talking. Like when Anna and I get a bottle of wine and watch DVDs or get photos out. Driving all the way to Birmingham with Timur to see a band and talking about his engagement and wedding ideas. Little moments like when Steve and I would go off and do spontaneous things like go to the aquarium. Just doing things together and sharing a moment, that's what I mean by romantic, and what I'm after. That's what I miss and that's my point haha, I knew I had one somewhere.

Dave says I sound like Amelie when I go on about this kind of stuff. The romance of Christmas, though! I love it. So I need to do something. Maybe hit the town on Friday night or something with a friend. Eat German sausages and beer! Do want! Love the atmosphere. Want to share it with people, really. New people or old friends, both would be awesome.

Date: 2009-12-14 11:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] escapedelusion.livejournal.com
I know what you mean. I went on a romantic date with a friend of mine the other night. We went to the cinema and afterwards we walked around the city looking at christmas lights and then went to the german Market... It was so christmassy! We ate sausage and bought 3 different deserts and shared them. Before going to a cosy pub and talking for 3 hours about life. It was ace but just made me want a partner to do stuff like that with all the time! X

Date: 2009-12-20 11:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thebarkside.livejournal.com
Awww that sounds so lovely. I feel a bit happier now that I've been out and done some stuff, haha. I was getting a bit of cabin fever when I wrote this I think! x
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Date: 2009-12-20 11:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thebarkside.livejournal.com
Thank you hun! I hope you do too, you and your family! x Merry Christmas!

Date: 2009-12-14 10:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sitting-ducks.livejournal.com
I feel your beef. Thought it would be a good idea to plug my mp3 player into my cigarette lighter on Friday to charge it up. Need a new mp3 player. :(

Date: 2009-12-20 11:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thebarkside.livejournal.com
FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIL. Heeeheeeheee! That is weird though, I wouldn't have thought that would actually break it!

Date: 2009-12-15 11:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wincyspider.livejournal.com
Oh my. If we lived closer I'd totally come hang out with you. I love christmas markets - the last person I went to one with, where we ate german sausages and cakes and waffles and marshmallows was my little brother. :(

Date: 2009-12-20 11:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thebarkside.livejournal.com
Awww! :D I feel totally hungry now. Awww. I want to go to the markets now damnit! x

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