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gemsybobsyI completely forgot about my drawing meme! I will carry on with that when I'm not FAILING AT LIFE.
Since last weekend, the migraines have been back. Full-on bastards, right through my head, and if it's not hurting I'm still constantly getting the hot spots and zigzags and heavy/floaty/dizzy feeling. My back, shoulder and neck muscles are all killing me, all the time, and no amount of tennis ball therapy or shiatsu cushion is helping. Well, it's getting the knots out, but the aching persists. ARAAASUGRAIUSGRGM it makes me want to cry all the time but I can't because I'm not sad. If that makes sense. Haha. I'm just ANNOOOYED. Frustrated. But hey, at least I haven't had any asthma! Or allergies! Or IBS! Or any more car crashes!
Fuuu. I'm so pissed off. I have 10 days to find £600, and therefore I think I'm going to have to find another job (HAHA OKAY THEN GOOD LUCK WIV THAT) or find somewhere cheaper to live, which fucking sucks because I love my house. It's so hard to work through the constant head pain, and people really don't believe me when I say I try. It was so bad the other day that I had to lie down on the floor in my customer's lounge and hide under my coat. Whyyy is this happening to me NOW? Why?! Oh, and Didz has definitely impregnated Holly the chocolate lab.
Brilliant.
Since last weekend, the migraines have been back. Full-on bastards, right through my head, and if it's not hurting I'm still constantly getting the hot spots and zigzags and heavy/floaty/dizzy feeling. My back, shoulder and neck muscles are all killing me, all the time, and no amount of tennis ball therapy or shiatsu cushion is helping. Well, it's getting the knots out, but the aching persists. ARAAASUGRAIUSGRGM it makes me want to cry all the time but I can't because I'm not sad. If that makes sense. Haha. I'm just ANNOOOYED. Frustrated. But hey, at least I haven't had any asthma! Or allergies! Or IBS! Or any more car crashes!
Fuuu. I'm so pissed off. I have 10 days to find £600, and therefore I think I'm going to have to find another job (HAHA OKAY THEN GOOD LUCK WIV THAT) or find somewhere cheaper to live, which fucking sucks because I love my house. It's so hard to work through the constant head pain, and people really don't believe me when I say I try. It was so bad the other day that I had to lie down on the floor in my customer's lounge and hide under my coat. Whyyy is this happening to me NOW? Why?! Oh, and Didz has definitely impregnated Holly the chocolate lab.
Brilliant.
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