I had four options tonight:
Dec. 31st, 2009 11:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gemsybobsy1. Drinking and family.
2. Drinking and friends.
3. A houseparty somewhere on the Avenue, or something?
4. Home, a tin of Quality Street and the internet.
I chose to Brilliant. I thought it wise, as I know going out right now would end in tears. Woe, and all. Damned black dog. I don't feel particularly miserable, but I do feel extremely lethargic, anxiety is back, motivation is low, imagination is crazy-active but I can't think of anything to do with it, which if course = frustration which = a massive pain in the...
WOOHOO, FIREWORKS AT MY BEDROOM WINDOW!
I am not miserable, not at all. I am smiling, and rocking TFO. As I said in my year summaries/memes - this year has been fantastic. I love you.
2. Drinking and friends.
3. A houseparty somewhere on the Avenue, or something?
4. Home, a tin of Quality Street and the internet.
I chose to Brilliant. I thought it wise, as I know going out right now would end in tears. Woe, and all. Damned black dog. I don't feel particularly miserable, but I do feel extremely lethargic, anxiety is back, motivation is low, imagination is crazy-active but I can't think of anything to do with it, which if course = frustration which = a massive pain in the...
WOOHOO, FIREWORKS AT MY BEDROOM WINDOW!
I am not miserable, not at all. I am smiling, and rocking TFO. As I said in my year summaries/memes - this year has been fantastic. I love you.
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